I think the only time that I blog these days is when I feel troubled or just need to get something off my chest.

Therefore, my blog sounds like I'm having troubles every single day, which is not true. Haha.

At this point of time though, I think I'm going through a really tough time.

Just had my second rejection. Still having headaches about school, I'm thinking about jumping from "here to there", thinking about where the hell i'm gonna stay during exams and I've got some stuffs that I have to settle with regards to myself too.

Sometimes, some things just happen and WHAM!
You realize the reality of how things are.
It's not exactly all bad, but it's not entirely good either.
And I can't describe to you how I am feeling inside.
I can't even decipher it myself.

But you know what, this time round, I will figure it out myself.
After all, no matter how people tell you that you aren't alone in this world.
Yeah right.
In the end, it will still come down to you, you and you.
Just you, alone.

Nope, I don't need any consoling.
It'll just soften me up.
I've been too soft already.
I need my shell back.