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2:41 PM
Monday, July 28, 2008
The road is not as narrow as you think it will be.
Hi all...School's starting soon in a week. Already looked at my timetable just now. It looks so-so. But with tuition it'll be a little hectic. Just need to hang on to the 2 students till their PSLE is over cos it's not nice to leave abruptly a few months before their exams. Only a few months to October. After that, I'll be less packed. Lately, i've been through an emotional roller coaster. Maybe cos I'm only seeing how things are at their worst and not trying to make things any better. I allowed myself to be pessimistic and made myself feel like the dumps. Not that things are gonna be easy either but maybe I should give more room to believe in myself that I can do it, that we can do it. That no matter how busy we are with work or school, we can still meet in between and all, despite restrictions by our parents. I felt so worried and scared that I didn't give myself a chance to at least think of better possibilities. I shouldn't be too sad no? I should be more grateful, that at least i don't meet you once fortnightly. That at least the parents are agreeable to us going out. That at least I still have you. I still can't help feeling sad though. But insyallah, i'll slowly get use to this. Just takes a little more time. I love you dear. 11:08 PM
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
Back from SBS FOC!
   Hello everyone! I finally had the mood to blog after I'm back from SBS FOC. Was darn tired after the camp so really had no energy to update blog. Lol. Let's see.... FOC was darn fun! Let's see... Day one was quite dry. Didn't go for Pre-camp so I was quite lost at first. Made few friends slowly. Don't know why. Suddenly Dini so shy. Alamaakkkk.... Blindfolded to meet SP. My SP's from SP. Okay la...... Day 2 was a little better. Had amazing race around singapore. Run here, run there! We were fast, slow, fast and then reached Bahtera Camp last. Very dark dark and scary. Seniors say got Treasure Hunt la, BBQ la... But it was actually FRIGHT NIGHT! Kudos to the programmers! Fright Night is really darn good. Like the props, the "ghosts". The bride in the toilet scared the living daylights out of me. Thank god it was done in pairs. Or not I might have to pee in my pants. :S Day 3! Sun, sand and sea! Went to sentosa for games. NNG was darn grossssssssss. We had Initiation Night after on and waah! Darn dirty with all the flour. Lol. Pulling out the flour from my hair was addictive and made me extra sleepy. Gullible me took off the blindfold last. Haha! So Paiseh la. :S We had Pool Games and Field Games on Day 4! Pool games was fun! And after that, I got really tanned. And sunburnt on the face. Pain! Field Games was quite cool. Like we had to play the Slide Slide game on the chairs. And I scrapped my foot against the rough surface. Quite painful at first, though it looks like a small cut only. Lol. And after washing up and getting into smart casual wear, we headed to SBS for SP Night! So my SP was Simon. Simon, my SP from SP. Haha. Didn't really talk much with him. Lol. Guess he's and ok guy. After SP night, we had OG supper near NTU. Really really laugh a lot that night. Kelvin was entertaining us with jokes. And the whole table cracked up a lot! We were really sleepy that we couldn't really figure out his riddles. Lol. And Day 5... CLIMAX! The games were fast, fun games! Playes with water guns and we looked like CJ7. :) After all of that, we headed back to SBS to break camp. Horae got the Programmers Favourite! Heyho! SBS FOC's truly a new wonderful experience. Met lotsa new people in school and hopefully we'll keep in touch. Though camp was fun, I miss my family, my dear and my cats loads. Little sister was happy to see me home and hugged me. My cat slept with me throughout the whole night. Dear was so depressed throughout the 5 days. Was quite worried but he's a-okay now! :) Dear planned a movie cum dinner date for us the sat after camp. So sweet! Shared so many stories with him. So glad that we got to meet soon after cos I was going a little crazy from not meeting my other half. :P On the Sunday, I met dear again and we went for the Trilympics event at Toa Payoh. I ran with Tammy first and cycled 40 km which made my BUTT sore. And after that I still had to teach tuition. So this week, I aim to slack and slack and hopefully pay all the sleeping debts! Till then. LOTSA LOVES! :)
1:29 AM
Friday, July 11, 2008
How much i love my dear.
Despite having a long and tiring day, I'm happy. Cos today, I managed to surprise dear! :) I woke up early, took 75 to his work place and as if it was all fated, there he was waiting for a bus home. Lucky me, he didn't board the bus that was approaching the bus stop as he saw me across the street. He was super surprised cos he didn't expect it at all. Since I wanted to have waffles for sometimes now, I went to Daily Scoops at sunset walk. The waffles there are quite reasonably priced. Cheaper than Gelare! I've been here multiple times for the waffles and the brownie with ice cream. I LIKE! :) We were kinda early cos Daily Scoops opens at 11am. So we just waited at the normal spot where we usually wait. I tried this drink called Dr. Peppers and.... not so nice! Haha!   Sayang's macadamia nut ice cream on top of waffle with chocolate syrup! NICE!  Ri & I at home after guitar session. After the surprise meet, I went home to get a nap and oh boy! I didn't know I was that tired. Lol. Unfortunately, nap got cut short and I had to go teach tuition at Bukit Batok. Tuition was quite okay though I'm worried for my student cos her English is pretty much deteriorating. I kinda pity her cos she's super stressed now due to the pile of HW she has, on top of tuition and extra classes. I hope things go smoothly for her till PSLE is over. After tuition, I headed to Lot 1 to meet Ri and had dinner. Wasn't feeling too well cos I haven't been having proper meals. Headed home with Ri and practiced guitar for upcoming jamming session on Sunday. It's been a long time since i jammed. But session was pretty good cos we covered all the songs and sort of came up with something new. I'm happy cos today, I managed to surprise dear! And believe me, it's not so easy to surprise him. Cos for me, if i planned a surprise for him, he'll sure learn of it fast! Time spent with him is precious, I don't meet him so often so I treasure it so much! I look forward to UBIN! EXERCISE!! Till then. :) 3:32 AM
Saturday, July 05, 2008
No more tantrums!
Ah.... After a very very long time! A change of blog skin. HAHA. Okay, no more tantrums for today. Afraid of throwing one, and don't really wanna make anyone's day worse. I'll be headed to Sentosa tomorrow with my dear grrlfrens. Haven't met up with them for sucha long time! Today, i managed to accompany ri to Teck Whye to collect his new specs. He still needs some getting used to. Well, i think he looks good with it! No lies ok dear! :) Thanks for being patient with me dear when i was helluva pain in the neck to deal with! Thanks for going all the way downhill for the durians dear! AWESOMELY HEAVENLY! My whole family enjoyed it. :) Love you loads.  Ri with his new specs. I think it looks fine! So till then, off to bed. I have tuition to teach tomorrow! Ahhhhhhhhh~! 12:33 AM
Thursday, July 03, 2008
Today, I crumble.
Hello all. First and foremost, thanks adek for announcing to the whole world that I just failed my FTT. Much appreciated there. Today. Today has been really really bad for me. Everything just can't seem to fall in place. Well, as you already know, I failed my FTT. My BBDC thingy expired so to book another slot, I had to renew it. When I saw that I failed, that was it. I just flared. Cos i thought i could manage the questions but turns out, I was wrong. It's a BIG disappointment for me really. Cos I just wanted to get over and done with it. And now I have to face another round of this FTT. DON'T SAY ANYTHING ABOUT FTT TO ME AGAIN, I'LL FLARE UP AGAIN. I just don't know why.... right now, i'm just allergic to thoughts about this. You can say that I'm over reacting or whatever, I DON'T CARE! I'm just really tired now. The rest of the day just hit ROCK BOTTOM. Well at least for. Tonight, I will cry my heart out, I really will. I've been holding it in since 6 pm in the afternoon just now. I don't care. I need to cry. Cos today, i crumble. I threw tantrums. I sulked like a spoilt brat. I was the worst person on Earth that you could come across with. Today, I was at my worst. I'm just so tired now. So so tired. I didn't know sulking the whole day was so tiring. I hated it, but i just couldn't stop sulking. Serve me right. Serve me right. Serve me right. Look now. Who's the fool? YOU. Who's alone? YOU. Who asked for this? YOU. Who? Who? Who? YOU! YOU! YOU! Pardon me for being dramatic. I know that this is not the only way of letting out my anger. Stupid you, dini. When people's there to listen to you, you choose to shut out yourself. So serve you right. So serve you right. All you get now is OK. GOODNIGHT. REST WELL. 12:24 AM
Tuesday, July 01, 2008
The thing with things.
Hello!! I've been feeling quite lazy to update my blog these days. I haven't been really busy but i haven't been really free either. I still have work and the coming ftt to study for. I hope i pass! Last Saturday, i went to my grandma's house to pay her a visit. I arrived quite late and she was a little disappointed cos she already prepared dishes for me and ri. My grandma's very cool. I love her loads!! Ri was teaming up with my youngest cousin and he asked her to call me smelly. Boohoo! After that, we had to rush off to watch a play at the Substation and well, we were late for 30 mins. To add to our frustrations, the taxi fare wasn't cheap at all. Rawr. So let's see, Bilik Ahmad (Ahmad's Room). Well, I wasn't expecting certain scenes from the play. It didn't disturb me much, no. Just a little shocked, nothing else. Sad to say, I wasn't so impressed by the play. Maybe some people would say that you have to go deep to reach to it but naah, it doesn't really invite me to go deep inside. For me, it wasn't moving. Maybe on the surface, I roughly understand what it sorta meant. But if for certain parts, I just couldn't really get it. Maybe for Bilik, what the writer intended was for the audience to feel uneasy. And okay, i guess he did it. Well, at least it did for me. Haha. So after the play, we had B&J's from cheers but it was NOT NICE. A first disappointment for B&J. Today's my father's birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABA! Think we're gonna go out for a dinner celebration later. May Allah bless you! Till then. :) |
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