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12:13 AM
Thursday, November 29, 2007
Prom Update.
2 more days to Friday! That means, it'll be 2 more days to meeting ri! Yeayness. We've decided to save money and rent dvds and watch it in the library. Lol. Bring our own stuffs. Budget but.. with the right company, ought to be fun! Yeay! :) Tmr i'm meeting tammy in the morning. And then, i'm meeting Kavee! He owes me a treat for forgetting my birthday really. Hah! With regards to job.... Mum says i shouldn't do network marketing. So yups. I don't want us to end up arguing later like we almost did, or like what happened between me and my uncle so i've decided to just stick to routine jobs. Mr JY hasn't called me yet. So yeah, when he does, i'll explain to him again. So yups. Prom pics! :)  with my classmates.  with other JJCians.  S19!  and this guy was supposed to pick me up on prom night but he has to serve the country! MY INSPECTOR! lol. :P okay! i'm off to bed. many loves! 1:56 AM
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
2nd PROM.
Right now, my hair still stinks from hair spray even though i thoroughly washed it with shampoo. Mamipoko fell asleep i think. Don't blame him. He has to wake up early tmr. I just realised that this week is pretty hectic for me. I have trainings, meet ups, prom. I wanna K.O. already. Just yesterday, training lasted a whole day and i came back with a splitting headache. I feel like cancelling traning tmr though. Tired.Reason why my hair stinks from hair spray is that i just came back from prom. The second round of prom, with jc peeps. The place was not so accessible, though the function room was huge and nice. It's at Amara Sanctuary Resort. New resort in sentosa. High rates. 220 per night. Crazy. Prom was okay i guess. Nothing much except for the prom king/queen competition, the dance by Fantastic Four, Lucky Draw and Dinner. Besides that, there's the usual picture taking session. Nothing much after that. I was really hungry when i came there. So i had second helping. Can't blame me for not having it. I paid for the food ok! Lol. The food... Quite pathetic. Only finger food. No proper dinner of rice and dishes. Dessert was so-so. Nothing great. Overall, food was a 2 star. Could improve on that. Itinery was not so good. The company was great though. 1 star for itinery, 4 stars for my classmates! Haha. People said i look different. Thing is, the purpose of going to the shop to make up is to look different, so i guess the place that i went to was pretty good. Mum said so too. The night could have been better though. But someone couldn't pick me up cos he's in camp. Sadded. But i'm fine! I understand. To serve the country, we need to sacrifice. So it's totally fine on my side even if saya sangat rindu anda. Hee. sygmamipoko.rindumacamnakpengsan.hehe. Currently feeing super tired. Think i'll go to bed. Till then. 9:34 PM
Sunday, November 25, 2007
stroking my hair.
I am back from KL!The trip was, overall, great! We set off kinda early and managed to reach there on time despite several stops along the way. Detoured to PD first so mum could pay for the resort and well, the place looks nice. If we're up for it, we can have a BABIQUE, as the receptionist told us. Haha. BABIQUE. We reached KL around 6 and only reached Central Market at 7 cos we were lost. The road signs there are terrible! I always hate navigating about KL. My Malaysian uncle somehow managed to learn the way around KL for he was whizzing here and there when we met him during a past trip to KL. When we arrived, we managed to get dinner which wasn't so good. We parted from the family and headed for the play which only started around 8.30. While waiting for it to start, we had a look at the art exhibition which was kinda cool. The first play was quite a bummer. Laden with too much info. Kinda boring. The second play though was SUPERB! How did the cat get fat? was acted out really well. I felt the emotions of the actress who was Siti K. She's a very talented lady and i admire her. She just knows how to switch from role to another so easily. She's a born actress. The play itself was ingenious. Loved it! We managed to shop for some stuffs. The play ended at around 10+ so yups, some of the shops were closed. Ri wanted to get KFC but it closed. Lol. Poor soul. I had fun during the trip though! Even though it was kinda tiring. But having my CHSH with me, was just enough to make the trip, a fine one. Even if the stars weren't out that day. Yups. :) SBB! Okay, i'm off to rest for now. I hope the coming week is a good one for all of us. Happy days ahead! Till then. :) 2:19 AM
Friday, November 23, 2007
another day.
Hello everyone. Today was quite an eventful day. :) First up, it was my aunt's birthday. My dear Mak Long who's just so adorable. Hee. She and her hilarious antics. She was having a headache though. Hope that she'll get lesser headaches. Yups. Second was the PSLE results. My sis did well. My cousin did well too. My sis managed to get better than her prelims and she can enter quite a number of school under the NA stream. Yups. My sis is smart. JUST LAZY! haha. My cousin, from St Margaret's did well too. In fact, she's the top student for her school. Extremely proud of the 2 of them. Yups. They got what they wanted and i hope both of them continue to strive in their own leagues. :) Love you sis & cousins. Wanted to head to Granny's place to day actually but there was a change of plans so we headed to my Mak Long's place. Had a celebration. Bought a cake for her and sang birthday song. Had a little simple dinner and after that spend the rest of the time at my aunt's place throwing basketballs into my cousin's new hoop. Lol. Chatted about stuffs and all. Had fun. :) My cousin got some bad news just now. I hope she stays strong and I pray that things go well for her. God willing. So now, i'm preparing for bed cos tmr.... interview. Gotta iron out my doubts tmr. Yups. Maybe, i'll catch a movie with sis. :) Long time no watch movie with her. K, i best be off. OWH YEAH! My CHSH will be out of camp tmr. YESSA! I miss you. :P K! Till then. 12:46 AM
Thursday, November 22, 2007
sangat sayang.
Managed to go for a run today. Kinda tiring. Didn't run much. Only around 3 km. Took kinda long time. Around 25 mins. At this rate, if i wanna complete 10 km, i think i'll take more than an hour. :S Nevermind. When ri's residential training is over, we can go run at least 3 times a week to train for next year's 10 km run. The first step towards running a marathon together. I'm still not good enough yet but given effort and time, i'll work towards finishing 10 km in around 1 hr or less. Yups. Ri said, no matter what, he wouldn't let me finish the run alone. :) Just finished heart-shaped box by Joe Hill yesterday night. GAWD. It's spooky. It just plays on your mind. How the characters in the book get controlled by the voices of the dead. Was kinda disappointed by the ending though it was happy cos somehow it was pretty fast and abrupt that i felt as if the story didn't really end. But overall, it was GOOD. Yups. Now i'm on Stardust by Neil Gaiman. The book so far is nice. Its 1 am, Thursday morning. My sis will be collecting her PSLE results later. Hope she does well. And so.. Fri. Have job interview. But not sure whether i really want to go for it. But since i said ok, i'll just go. I need cash anyway. So that i can finance my own spendings and maybe bring my sis out for a movies and shopping trips which i promised her then but never got to do. I need to start saving for the rainy days too. Can't wait for Sat to come. Heading to kl with family and ri. We're catching a play and also heading there for shopping. Yeay. Get to shop with family and spend time with ri. Double combo. Yessa! Okay. Headed for bed! Till then! 6:25 PM
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
unclip my wings.
Just came back from an afternoon out with the classmates. Watched a movie and went to look around for a place where we can have our make up and hair done for prom.The shi sei do counter was darn inefficient. Called us last minute to say that they were full when they could have checked it at that point when we gave our names and so wouldn't be rewarded with another headache of where to go for make up. Salon esprit people were nice. Very warm person. Thing is.. the rates are not so cheap. Each make up and hairstyling would be 45 bucks. That would amount to 90 bucks. Kinda steep. If we went to the place which tammy recommended, its around 73 to 83 bucks. But it's not at vivo. All the hassle of travelling. Leceh. Not so sure now. Mum told me how much she's giving. Money's not really a problem. But still i don't want to spend so much. Must BUDGET. I think, whatever happened yesterday, i'm too tired to talk about it anymore. I'm just gonna leave it as it is and prove to whoever with failing faith about us that we will pull through thick and thin together. Tired. BED! till then. 11:57 PM
Monday, November 19, 2007
establishing equilibrium.
Just had a heart to heart talk with my sister and mom. Mom told me that i was losing my balance, that i had to learn how to juggle family and other things in life. Maybe i didn't realise this lately. I agree and disagree with the things that we discussed and i will give and take what advice my mum has told me. Tmr's my physics paper 1. Last paper. But, i have to do this first. To get things off my chest. Or not i won't be able to sleep. It started out with sis and me quarelling about someone whom she chatted with. Someone close from the past. I'm not angry with that person anymore, and i told her she could chat with him if he wanted to. Whatever happened between him and me did not involve her so she has a right to talk to him. But later, she told me that i couldn't see the chat. I didn't want to. It's not nice to intrude someone's privacy. But knowing that your own sister is talking behind your back about you, it hurts. Like a knife through your heart. Cos you thought she would always be someone who would stay on your side, no matter how bad things were. But someone told me.... Even then, joseph's brothers "killed" him over jealousy. So i was feeling less angry, but still a little disappointed. I didn't really talk to her the whole day and so she felt that i was being unreasonable. And so i reasoned. She felt that i was being too harsh on her. I belief, i was wrong on that part. We talked about how things were then and now. And i told her it's different. I don't mind about the past. Cos whatever happens, maybe we were not meant together, that i was meant to meet my someone else later. And so i did. She told me, she couldn't stand my someone. She said she hated him. I told her... He's a part of me. If you hate him, you're hating me. And that it hurts to know that. That the least she could do was try to be nice to him. Cos he tried but to no avail. She said that she feels neglected. Cos i've been spending less time with her. I'm sorry sis. I'll make a mental note. I'll work towards spending more time with my you lil sis. I just want you to know, i love you no matter what. For blood is thicker than water, you'll always be my sis. My mum came in, and she sort of heard us. She wasn't on anyone's side. She told my sis that whatever goes around, comes around. She said to her.. Don't be surprised if one day, whoever she's dating might not be likeable to me, to her or to my dad. She said, in this world, one can't live hating others so much. And she also told me many things. Just have to let it out. She told me, that i haven't been spending much time with the family. That i have been out with someone too much. She said i lost my balance. And that i have to regain it back. She asked me to think about it properly. She also said something hurting. Said that i'm too deeply involved and that if i fall heartbroken, she's not gonna help me at all. This affected me deeply. Maybe it's true that my feelings are strong. I read an email this morning. It talked about how our thoughts affect our destiny. So we should think positively rather than let negativity carve our path. And so, i wished i could tell this to my mum. But i believe, her reply would be that i'm too young, i have the rest of my life to look for love. I wish to tell her that someone is special. That i'm sorry that she thinks so. I will work towards regaining the balance but whatever i feel, i will not forego. Cos if we have faith in whatever we are going through, we will pull through it. If our thoughts on this is positive, if she gives me the right support, things will work out and she won't have to worry about me being heartbroken. I love my family too. I am a family person and family is priority to me. Someone treats me nicely, and he's not out to destroy my relationship with my family or wreck my studies. In fact, he motivates me to study. And in times like this, he tries to understand what you feel and tells me that maybe we should work something out. He's a sincere special friend and he takes care of my happiness well. I know that i am still young. That i have many other things in life to pursue. Studies, career.... I'm not saying that i'm neglecting them. It's not wrong to have someone to share dreams with right? He's going to uni soon and i hope i get to. See? I still have my dreams. In fact my dreams are very important to me. I wish my mum, dad and sis would understand that having another person in my life doesn't mean i love them less. Love is infinite. When it's running out, you can always make more for others. Don't worry, i'm not thinking of getting married young or whatever. It's too rash and impractical! We're not even financially stable and we've still got so much to experience before us! Like uni life, like work life! I wish mum would stop with the ridiculous ideas. Nonetheless, it's not wrong to share the journey to new experiences with someone. Maybe it'll just make the growing up stage easier. God willing. Phew. I feel better. Don't worry peeps. My mind's all calm. I'm not feeling troubled. I'll talk to dad tmr. He's kinda cool with all these advice. Lol. Many loves. Dii. 12:07 AM
Sunday, November 18, 2007
my beautiful.
When people are happy, there are also those who are bound to unhappy about that.For me, it doesn't matter. Cos if our faith is strong, if our trust is there, nothing can crush our happiness. For if we work hard towards what we want, god willing, we will get it. Happy days for all of us. Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST SHANNON! :) may god bless this sweet lady and bring her love from family, friends and happiness till her old age. enjoy your day my dear! much love. Till then! 11:30 PM
Friday, November 16, 2007
i miss you.
A's are coming to an end. One more paper left. And soon, these clipped wings will fly free. I feel pretty sad. Sad that school is ending so fast. Memories left with my dear friends in jjc. Especially my classmates. Of whom, i spend most of my time in school with. All those fun times in class. Will truly miss them. I find myself, lately, tearing so easily, it makes me worry. If only I knew what's wrong with me... or maybe i just miss someone too much. Haven't been able to contact much lately. And frustration just creeps into you, that you feel like washing it all way with tears. At times when my mind is occupied with work, I'd feel fine. Other times while i feel away from everyone, i wish that i could reach you more easily. I'm fine, though i'm pretty sad. But i'll be happy for you and me. God willing, things will be fine. till then. |
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