Change is good, when you're open to it.

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2:43 AM Thursday, March 12, 2009

I don't know just how you do it.

Sometimes I don't know to explain certain things to people.

Like say, people can try to talk me out of certain things.

But when it comes down right to you, they just can't.

No matter what they say about you, they just can't.

I feel just so.. complete.

And my parents are worried that I am too attached to you.

That we are too emotionally attached.

Cos they fear that things won't work out between us.

I know my parents love me.

And are just trying to protect me from being hurt by people.

They will always remind me that I am only new to love.

That everything appears lovely cos we're just newly in love.

And that when marriage life kicks in, things will appear different.

That all the nasty things will appear.

I understand that my parents are just trying to protect me.

I know that very well.

But.... How do I phrase this?

What I know is that even though Ari and I have our ups and downs,

he makes me feel happy.

I'm sure as parents, you'd want your daughter to be happy right?

Hurt is just part of life which we will always have to deal with.

If we are forever cautious in life, when will we ever be happy?

Fate is determined by God, but effort must be put in by us.

It doesn't mean that I'm not married to Ari, that I should not put in effort into the relationship with him right?

If I'm not gonna be serious with him, then why would I want to date him right?

I love my parents, I love my family, I love Ari too.

He's just a big part of me as you all are.

Doesn't mean I love him, there's lesser love for my family in my heart.

In fact it just means that i've made more room in my heart to love him.

But the space that's for my family, will always be there for them.

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