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10:26 PM Thursday, December 11, 2008

Away from home and not loving it.

Hi all,

Right now I'm down with a bad headache. I'm now alone in the hotel in Terengganu. Parents off to buy stuff and my sister's in the other room with my cousins. Just wanted to have some quiet so that's why I'm alone now.

Will only be able to surf the net tonight and then tonight I'm off to Lake Kenyir and I believe they have no wireless connection there.

My digital camera that I share with dear is spoilt. Lens error. Same kinda fault that happened with Tam's camera on prom night. I hope that I can get it fixed fast. I think i still have warranty on this camera.

My headache is seriously painful. Already ate medicine and my head is still throbbing. I have no idea why I suddenly have it.

I think lately I feel like my mind's in a mess. And sometimes it just gets really haywire and I really start to think stupid things. One of the things that is bothering me is my results. I am really really worried about it. I know that I should probably enjoy my holidays as much as I can now instead of worrying about my results.

I can forget about my results but at the back of my mind it's still there bugging me.

Headache.

I feel like my life's really messy now. I'm really messy. My mood's really messy. My emotions are all over, and they change so fast, they get hurt so fast. I have to figure out what is bothering me before school starts. I have to straighten myself out before school starts. Maybe this trip to Terengganu should be the chance for me to think, and to sort out my emotions, sort out my mind, sort out myself. Sort everything out.

My current state has been getting me into a lot of trouble. I don't want to get myself into anymore trouble! And I certainly do not want to lose anyone or anything cos of me being like this.

I think I've been acting really weird lately and not being myself. I can feel it myself.

My headache is really acting up now. I best be off now.

I can't wait to go home!!!!!!

And I hope when I'm home, I'm in a much better state than what I was when I left home.

Much love!
Till then.

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