1:25 AM
Thursday, October 16, 2008
Overload.
I just smsed goodnight to Ais just now. But now, i'm still awake. I tried sleeping really, but i just could not sleep.
I'm pretty worried about tomorrow's test. Be it just mcq or not, i'm just worried cos it's intro to bio and well, i have so so so so much to read about and remember. All those nitty-gritty details. And only 4 weeks to cram for intro to bio, organic chem, biophysics and biochem. I like biochem. Maybe it's cos i've done some reading here and there and feel more confident about it. And i just don't like biophysics cos I haven't done much reading and maybe it's just from the plain fact that it's physics. Haha!
Dear fell asleep again, i've given him 3 missed calls tonight. Well, it's just uncontrollable for him to accidentally fall asleep. Haha, my sayang pangseh me almost every night. Yesterday he called me to.. "report strength." Haha! Well, I shouldn't get too upset about him falling asleep. He's tired, he has work tomorrow and he can't possibly stay up late every night for me and make sure I fall asleep first before he does.
I can be very sensitive when I want to be. And sometimes I do get upset when ri falls asleep suddenly. He can just chat with me and then suddenly.. no replies cos he fell asleep with the laptop on him. Haha! Sayang, sayang. Well, dii tak merajuk tonight k dear? And I hope I won't get upset about you accidentally falling asleep anymore. I know I can be hard on you at times. But I don't want you to feel that I'm too clingy again. So I'll deal with you falling asleep. 17 months of going through this, I wonder why I still can't get used to it. Hmm, I think I should toughen up a bit. Don't get so.. emotional. Lol.
I wonder why I'm still awake now when I'm supposed to be asleep. I'm sure gonna be a zombie tomorrow.
I think i'll just read myself to sleep.
Till then!
AH!!!!! TEST TOMORROW!!!
Oh, and I really really want to travel. Haish, I feel so jealous of people who can do that at liberty. Owh wells, just my luck. BUT! I STILL WANT TO TRAVEL! Australia please!!!!!!
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