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3:03 AM Friday, October 17, 2008

learning to be patient, understanding.... and less manja.

As of late, I have been real impatient. I want so many things in life, which after much thinking is best if I just remain patient and wait out for it.

I must remember that I have to work hard for all the happiness and life's pleasures. And I must remember to always be grateful for all the things I have now, that if I become more greedy, I might just lose it all and not even get a single strand of it.

I already have a great family, though they have their shortcomings, I must understand why they wouldn't allow me to do this and that at times. It's cos they care for me and want everything to work out well for me.

I'm also grateful for the friends I have, though I may not have many that I'm very very close to. Though sometimes I don't really share all my problems with them, they are still there if I feel down and will drop smses to me to make sure I'm okay.

Last but not least, I ,of course, have my dearest sayang, Ari. As of late, he's been really stressed up trying to juggle his NS work, his theatre work, his family, himself and me. I always say that I'll try to be more understanding, but I'm afraid I haven't been trying hard enough. I have lots of flaws dear, but I hope you'll continue to be patient with me as I correct them.

School has been a real challenge.
I have 3 weeks left to the battle.
And I have to prepare myself for the battle.
I need to make myself get ample rest too.
I think I have insomnia these days, which is bad.
I have so many things to do, I need to prioritize.

I do appreciate all my family members, friends and love.
But sometimes, no matter how many people you're surrounded with...
In the end, it's still your own battle to fight.
Only you.
Alone.

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