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11:56 PM
Friday, September 19, 2008
Let it be, let it be.
I guess my parents are really worried about my eldest sister. The person whom my sister intends to settle down with is err...... not exactly how they picture their son-in-law would be? At this point, i've no idea how i feel towards this. I can understand part of the pain my sister's going through. She has yet to introduce him to dad, afraid that he would just pounce on the guy. My mum and dad has been babbling about it the whole evening. I guess my sister has to convince my parents. She's coming 26 next year, perhaps she's gotten her call to settle down. Unfortunately, while they were babbling, they mentioned about me and ri too. They expect a lot out of me i must say. Very pressurising indeed. As it is, school hasn't been the easiest thing to deal with. So the added pressure just doesn't really help at this point. Not at all. Sometimes I'd wish they would trust and understand me more. If I tell you what my plans are, you'd tell me i'm crazy. They should trust me. I couldn't agree less that studies is very important. It's the key, to my future career. But i'm more than just someone who would lose interest in studying so easily. I'm much more than that. And I know myself better than to just quit halfway. Perhaps I can't have the best of both worlds now? But I think being happy is important too. No, don't get the wrong idea. I'm not saying that i'm not happy now. It's just that..... nevermind. I think i'll just leave it be. I don't want to mention it again. I don't want to think too much that it'll ruin everything. I'd wish things would go my way but I guess it's just not as easy as that. I won't bring it up anymore. Well, let's just look at the bright side of things now. Recess week is here! :) And tomorrow I'm going out to meet dear and a few friends for dinner. Well, recess week or not, one thing that I can't avoid is the load of revision and tutorials that has to be completed. Oh, and did i tell you that Twilight is quite nice to read? Haha. I am so addicted to it. I can not sleep cos I'm too eager to know what goes on in Bella's life. I guess it's not that easy for her either? Bella's and Edward's romance story is just so..... bittersweet. Haha, like any other vampire-human love story i guess. Well, must get going now! And Ais! I'll miss you during this one week break!!! :) Get down on revision k? I hope i do too! Like really, i gotta get my butt working during this break. haha! Till then, have a good recess week all! |
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