Change is good, when you're open to it.

<body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar/24247615?origin\x3dhttp://confetti-street.blogspot.com', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script>

12:33 AM Thursday, July 03, 2008

Today, I crumble.

Hello all.

First and foremost, thanks adek for announcing to the whole world that I just failed my FTT. Much appreciated there.

Today.
Today has been really really bad for me.
Everything just can't seem to fall in place.
Well, as you already know, I failed my FTT.
My BBDC thingy expired so to book another slot, I had to renew it.

When I saw that I failed, that was it.
I just flared.
Cos i thought i could manage the questions but turns out, I was wrong.
It's a BIG disappointment for me really.
Cos I just wanted to get over and done with it.
And now I have to face another round of this FTT.
DON'T SAY ANYTHING ABOUT FTT TO ME AGAIN, I'LL FLARE UP AGAIN.
I just don't know why.... right now, i'm just allergic to thoughts about this.
You can say that I'm over reacting or whatever, I DON'T CARE!

I'm just really tired now.
The rest of the day just hit ROCK BOTTOM.
Well at least for.

Tonight, I will cry my heart out, I really will.
I've been holding it in since 6 pm in the afternoon just now.
I don't care.
I need to cry.

Cos today, i crumble.
I threw tantrums.
I sulked like a spoilt brat.
I was the worst person on Earth that you could come across with.

Today, I was at my worst.

I'm just so tired now. So so tired.
I didn't know sulking the whole day was so tiring.
I hated it, but i just couldn't stop sulking.

Serve me right.
Serve me right.
Serve me right.

Look now.
Who's the fool?
YOU.
Who's alone?
YOU.
Who asked for this?
YOU.
Who? Who? Who?
YOU! YOU! YOU!

Pardon me for being dramatic.
I know that this is not the only way of letting out my anger.
Stupid you, dini.
When people's there to listen to you, you choose to shut out yourself.
So serve you right.

So serve you right.
All you get now is OK. GOODNIGHT. REST WELL.

information

layout: steal teal
resolution: 1440x900
browser: mozilla firefox

a disclaimer.