2:41 PM
Monday, July 28, 2008
The road is not as narrow as you think it will be.
Hi all...
School's starting soon in a week. Already looked at my timetable just now. It looks so-so. But with tuition it'll be a little hectic. Just need to hang on to the 2 students till their PSLE is over cos it's not nice to leave abruptly a few months before their exams. Only a few months to October. After that, I'll be less packed.
Lately, i've been through an emotional roller coaster. Maybe cos I'm only seeing how things are at their worst and not trying to make things any better. I allowed myself to be pessimistic and made myself feel like the dumps.
Not that things are gonna be easy either but maybe I should give more room to believe in myself that I can do it, that we can do it. That no matter how busy we are with work or school, we can still meet in between and all, despite restrictions by our parents. I felt so worried and scared that I didn't give myself a chance to at least think of better possibilities.
I shouldn't be too sad no?
I should be more grateful, that at least i don't meet you once fortnightly. That at least the parents are agreeable to us going out. That at least I still have you.
I still can't help feeling sad though. But insyallah, i'll slowly get use to this. Just takes a little more time.
I love you dear.
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