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8:11 PM Tuesday, May 13, 2008

crushed by the big M.

I'm having so much on my chest now.
It's not great at all.
It's all so bleak.
She doesn't understand at all.
Leaving us alone and asking us to understand.
How long more do you need?
You're not a free spirit anymore like your good ol' days.
Why must you run away ALMOST EVERYTIME when things get rocky for you?

If you knew that you were overreacting, why aren't you correcting yourself after realising it?
And don't go changing the subject.
You weren't there. So who else do i turn to?
Anyone who hears of this would pin you down with their critics.
Cos it's unbecoming of someone who has a responsibility to just leave and think that we can take care of ourselves. Physically, maybe. But emotionally, NO.

In the past, we've always accomodated you. But this time round, we want to speak up. We want YOU to face your problems head on. If you don't become a good role model to us, who would?

I know that you were disappointed and hurt.
It's not entirely anyone's fault.
But if you hang around the problem for too long, you're only making things worse.
When people have all the respect for you then, they might not have it anymore now.

I never said i don't need you in my life.
I'm not all grown up yet.
Even when i'm all married, i'll still need you.
Don't you see it?
Why would be cry and plead to you then?
COS WE NEED YOU!
I still need guidance and all.

I already apologized to you for what i did just now.
I am mad.
And i believe i have the right to be mad.
Ask yourself that.
And my anger just can't sizzle down instantaneously.
I pray for your safe return here.
The rest is up to you.

Sometimes, things can't go your way.
You can't have the win all the time.
And sometimes, you have to mirror yourself before you speak.
Stay humble....
This is what you'd always say.
I think it's time you used it on yourself.

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