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1:46 AM
Saturday, February 16, 2008
terribly dissapointed.
I'm just terribly disappointed in someone. Like i wonder, how can I make things better. And worse of all, I see your face everyday. I'm not perfect. And you're not either. But i've gone through more than you have. When i think you've done something wrong and try to advice you, you'll always talk back. Can't you just listen and take the advice? I've listened to you a lot. A lot. But everyday what do you talk about? Complains, Boys. Nothing else. I listen. But at times, I'm tired. So I don't listen well. I'm sorry. But, Like honestly, you use the computer a lot. What happened to trying to work towards express class? How are you gonna achieve your dreams by being glued on to the laptop? Sometimes I would back you up. Sometimes I back HER up. But most importantly, I back up whoever I see right. Don't you know I try to understand you enough? Fine, you don't like my boyfriend. And I appreciate you trying to change your attitude towards him. I'm torn in between. I love you both. You're important to me. It breaks my heart. Really breaks my heart. Well, if ever my fate is to be with him, god willing, I wouldn't want to choose. Cos it's not right. Family is important. And dear, I've thought it through, I wouldn't want to chase her out if she comes for help. Maybe I said that hastily last time. After all, blood is thicker than water. No matter how bad she is, she's still a very important part of me. I don't want to side either of you. I love you both. How can I do that. Nonetheless, what you did, anyone will deem it as wrong. How can you go around calling me a life ruiner, saying you hate her and all? That is simply heart wrenching! You don't know how much I care for you! You wouldn't want to even think twice why all of us are nagging at you! All you think of is your luxury. What you don't see is how much we worry for you, how much we all protect you and how much we all sacrifice for you. On my part, I've made mistakes before. I've once neglected you for a short while. But i apologized and try to make up to you for it. I always ask you how things are going on. Listen to your boy stories no matter how uninteresting they may be, try to defend you against Her when she scolds you about homework. I've tried. And i'm giving my best. But i don't see why you can't give your best either. Learn to give in at times. I'm very disappointed. You owe me many apologies. |
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