5:11 PM
Thursday, April 05, 2007
after a long hiatus.
HELLO ONE AND ALL!!!!! :)
Apparently, i had decided to start my first post, after such a long time, with a melodramatic opening but i decided otherwise. It would be too much for all of you to take even so. Haha. And so, after all those relentless excuses of not updating my blog, i have decided to once again undulge in a little bit of blogging. Sincerely, i do miss blogging but workload has been overwhelming and it has turned from an enjoyment to a bane.
Needless to say, school has been wonderfully horrendous. My life has been turned to complete chaos. No matter how much i try, i'm always not there yet. Progress report 2 has been the worst. Worst in the history of results from my nursery education all the way to now. It was worse than my worst nightmare. I don't know what went wrong. It could be my approach. Everyone's so competitive, you simply just can't rest your laurels. Especially now. Some say there's still time. Teachers say otherwise.
It's gets heavier and heavier everyday really. Now i know why some people prefer the other route. At times, there's a glint of regret. But all i can do now is make the best out of my own decision. I'm not depressed or anything here, just a little frustrated with yours truly for always panicking during exams or tests. Grrrrrrrrrr.
Imagine, tests, everyweek for the next 3 weeks. A level practical exams. I wished i was much stronger in the mind to endure all this weight! Hmmph. I must tell myself that i can do it. BASHAAAA!
I think school's pretty cool sometimes though. SOMETIMES. My gp teacher is simply awesome. She has this sort of mystifying power to engage us people during class. For once. Haha. Unlike chem, Ms lim tries hard but she isn't so capable of grabbing our attention like Ms Toh is able to. That's why i think gp is cool now. Teachers play a significant part in influencing us to do better in our subjects no? I think teachers should be trained to share a camaraderie with their students. As in, yes, there should be mutual understanding and acknowledgement of who's the teacher but it shouldn't be a barrier for students to not try to reach to the teacher. I think it helps a lot with our willingness to participate in class.
Oh yeah, my econs class is like an episode of either the game risk, who wants to be a millionaire or some other gameshow. Sadly, I think the games are not effective enough as we're wasting more tutorial time. The objective of the game which is to understand the concepts better is not attained cos some of my classmates just want to win. So yeah, sometimes its okay to liven up the mood of the class with games but, it's better if he didn't overdo it. LOL!
Hmm...It's kinda weird how you always think so highly of someone and suddenly, plop!, down goes all those admiration into the drain. My school's hod of maths is so fake. Truly, now i think what the seniors said were true. He thrives by faking. Urgh, i'm disgusted. Adults these days are becoming so weird i guess. Him, my ct and also this old man who boarded the bus and stuck out his stupid tongue. How asinine. I don't know what the world has come to. HAHA!
I think i have indulged enough in blogging for now. Expect the next entry when the next holidays come or don't expect any entries at all! Haha. So yeah, after an extremely long hiatus, i'm going for another one.
I'd like to wish my lovely grrlfrens an early birthday wish.
My dearest NURATIKA JUMADIN, AQILAH KAHAR and LIYANA HAYAT.
I love you grrls so dearly! Happy 18th birthday! :) You're so much more legal now. haha! Can buy 4D olready yes?
Till then, dini rahim.
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