Change is good, when you're open to it.

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11:20 PM Wednesday, January 10, 2007

clear the thoughts.

I seriously need to clear my thoughts before i go to bed. I feel guilty towards someone. I know how the story goes yet i am not sure why i can't give something in return.

I am sorry to the person who has been ever nice to me, who has been treating me well, who has been a great friend to me, a truly great friend. I am sorry for promising things with you, i am sorry for not making up to them, i am sorry for making you disappointed.

I may seem an ignorant person, i may seem the kind who cannot decipher things but deep within i know what is happening. I know.

I feel bad.

It is not within my control that my heart never returned the call that you gave. I never knew why. I am scared of too many things. I wished you could really see the UGLY inner me, the inner me who is afraid of hurting, the inner me who is much too tied down by the past, the inner me who is a coward.

I wished you didn't know me in the first place.

All i have to say is that, i`m simply just a bad person. A truly bad, bad person for you.
You deserve better.

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