Change is good, when you're open to it.

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6:57 PM Monday, September 04, 2006

im not myself?

Im glad that my grandma's okay. The doc says that its just symptoms of a heart attack. She's still in the hospital and i pity her cos yesterday i saw her, she didn't look so fine. I hate LONG hospital stays. They tend to be counter-productive at times. Like Hazari said. Haha.

I feel super tired these days. I don't really have much energy to joke around and i realise that i`ve been quiet these days. Even at home. I've not been eating as much as i used to. My life has been a roller coaster these days. At times im okay but at times, i just feel weak. And when i feel weak, i go all silent and the least i could do is smile.

Nvm bout dat. Maybe its cos i`ve been out a lot, to the hospital almost everyday, and teaching. I'm tired, i admit it and i seriously NEED A BREAK before school reopens. I think my old friends notice the difference in me these days. Ika says im more quiet, as if i've lost my energy and all. I hope it has nothing to do with my health or anything. I don't want to be sick. =)

That aside, its nice to have friends who care for you. I love you grrlfrens. Mwahs. And i am glad that we were able to meet recently. *HUGS* I've been pretty ok. Trying the bestest to get my mind straight and study. Im not really affected by all those stuffs anymore. Its important that we make every memory and experience a lesson. Something to teach us so that we won't be so naive in the future anymore. Yeahs. Its all in the mind. Hoho.

Im sick of being weak. I shall try and walk a lot. Cancel away all those 300 bus rides and cancel away all those lifts. I think i`ll get back in shape. I guess im not active enough these days. That's why i easily feel tired and all. Being in the hospital seriously freaks me out. But come to think of it, the last experience i had wasn't so bad! Cos cos cos... there was this cute guy opposite my bed in the ward and well.. HE WAS CUTE! ahah. And he made my stay less scary. Haha. =P gatalnyer aku!

Anyhoos, had school just now. Physics wasn't so bad. BUT econs was a killer. Imagine 3 hours in the LT with econs. I swear i almost fainted. Hoho.

Rite rite. Many loves. =)

and deepest condolences for the death of Steve Irwin, an environmentalist i admire for his courage and bravery in helping the wildlife.

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