12:31 AM
Thursday, September 14, 2006
im a metal mouth freak.
addicted to : chemicals react - aly&aj
This week is hectic. Its only wednesday and im half dead, sleep-deprived and all. Im tired from all the bullshite that is happening.
I have no idea why i`m putting this password tingy. I guess its just for fun. Its not even foolproof lah. Well, if anyone wanna hack the password, hack lah. I don't care. If you read this and you think its stupid, so be it. But anyhoo, i think its more for me to feel that i am free to type whatever i want cos its my blog and i guess im tired of people asking me everytime what's happening wif me on my blog when its clear enough that im having problems. DUH.
I knew it. I know you went back to her. No, im not hurt anymore. Im sick of all that. Believe me.. as much as we try to be, things will never be the same. Our friendship then was close, mutual. But now knowing you, do you think i`ll feel the same about stuffs. You didn't have to hide from me and stuffs. Yeah, i knew that you were back together. But i just didn't know how soon. It was as soon as the leader's camp yah? Hahs. GUYS.
Yeah. GUYS. I`ve always been hurt by them. How can i say they're not MCPs? Of course they are. Well, maybe im stereotyping the whole lot just cos of my few personal experiences but hell, i don't think the whole lot is. Just those who keep on breaking hearts thinking they are some big shot but come to think of it, we can live without their existence on earth.
But. I'd rather not loom in hatred or grief. Life still goes on. We're still friends. But maybe not as close as we used to be. Never will i think. I wish you and her all the best. Ironically, i used to remember how you were so against her. I took that for real and thought you were nice. But life has its ups and downs. Im getting over it well.
Well.. one day, things will be ok. For me, for fatin, for lala. The darlas. :)
Woots. Im tired. From all the PW work. Haha. Seriously, i think i wanna flip soon olready. PW is so so so exhausting lah! I don't know how many PW drafts we did olready but we're gonna finish it soon! Its coming on kinda fine. I hope things will stay dat way or improve. I can stand anymore refurbishments anymore! Bahhhs.
Rite. Gotta go and grab some winks. For now, i`ll smile and live. Its not the end of life.
:)
thank you fatin and ila for being there for me! love u grrls.
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